Thursday, May 28, 2015

Oh the people you meet!: part 4

My morning was an early one. I was in Vancouver at BCCH early enough to be on the morning news. Since we were done so early, we decided to do some visiting, and I got to see my wonderful friend Danielle Hoult (although she slept through it, but my oh my did she ever need to rest, dumb fevers).

For those of you who don't know, in 2012 at just 11 years old my darling Dani was diagnosed with ALL (Acute Lymphoblastic Leukemia). After almost 2 years of treatment Dani was in her final months before finishing, but leukemic cells were found in her cerebral spinal fluid. In 2014 she relapsed (yes, relapsed while still in treatment) and has been placed on a very intense chemo treatment. She will be on chemo until 2016, and will also be receiving cranial radiation in July!

My sweet, darling friend Danielle is full of attitude, love, strength, and resilience. She has a huge heart, and an old soul, and is full of passion.

As she was resting today we visited with her incredible mom Nadine, and she told us about how Dani was fighting through pain to get through her play rehearsal. All year she has worked hard, and she just couldn't stay away from the stage. Her peers were so thoughtful and accommodating though, she got to sit by the director and perform her lines from there the rest of rehearsal! She is missing opening night, but I did see a message of love and well wishes from her cast members. She will be there in spirit tonight. I have absolutely no doubt she will be sprung from the hospital ASAP and prance, perform, and perfectly deliver her role on that stage.

Dani is a source of determination, inspiration, and dedication. I can't help but smile every time I see her, even when she's hooked up to IV poles. Even when she's asleep.  This beautiful young girl can conquer the world, and I know for a fact that she will.

I am honored, proud, and humbled to call this incredible young gal my friend. Keep smiling. I love you Dani Banani.

Wednesday, May 27, 2015

The Brooke Army!

I cannot believe how many people have my back!  I have never felt more loved, supported, and humbled than I have in the last 4 years now.

Yep. 4 years.

May 30th marks the 4 years since rediagnosis. Every year I've had many ups and downs, but I've mainly tried to focus on the ups.  It's impossible not too. With being diagnosed with cancer I feel like I've created an army! It's not just me who's fighting this awful disease any more. It's everyone. 

I love reading all the amazing, kind,  and thoughtful social media posts. I may not always be able to see you, or physically hug you to show you how much I appreciate you all, but I do. I do more than words can say. I appreciate my family and friends and even strangers who keep me in their thoughts.

I never felt like I was doing anything to make a difference. I was always the one who was in awe of all the superheroes I came to know through my travels. Yet here we are, and here those words are. Everyone tells me I'm an inspiration, I'm strong, and I'm someone to look up to. I never thought I'd ever become this type of role model, I never saw myself as a leader.

There are young kids out there who need a voice, and I am more than willing to step up and do that for them.

When my superheroes need a side kick, I'll be there to get the job done.

Thank you, thank you, thank you for supporting me, and creating what I now wish to call TBA (the Brooke Army!)

I love all of you, and appreciate you more than words can fathom!